it's inconceivable. 

even though i'm not exactly involved, it hurts so bad. I've always taken for granted that for this, everything was set in stone. but it isn't. 

things change. people change. feelings change. what can we do but accept it no matter how unwilling we are?

I can't believe it. i truly can't. 

when something that seems so certain fall apart into pieces. 

it seems to show that nothing is ever certain in life. 

there's nothing to do now. but to hope that everything works out in the end. cos the alternative is too scary to think about.