;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

recess

it's nice not being woken up by an alarm.
just lying on my bed, reading, playing games, doing whatever i want.
finally, it's starting to feel like recess week

actions done. words said.

you end up feeling like the most terrible person ever.

but you can't take back your words, can't undo what's been done.

you just live with it and every once in a while you'll be reminded of it and the nagging self doubt creeps in.

they say when you're down the only way is up. but the opposite is true. when you're up the only way is down too.

alone

it's hard to make people understand sometimes.

and that's fine since you can't expect everyone to understand you. but when your loved ones don't, that's when it freaking hurts.

training for real life? nah. it's just so fucked up. cos you end up feeling so alone in what you're pursuing.

reality check

technology

the problem with technology is that work haunts you everywhere you go.

i'm lying on my bed and suddenly a notification that a new group had been created on whatsapp appears. a group to discuss project and whatnots.

the first thought that came to mind was like, damn. and i suddenly feel stressed and am filled with a sense of dread.

at least when it used to be emails, you don't receive it instantly. so you're not bothered as much. but now that it's instant, it's forever hanging over your head reminding you of all that you have to do.

while technology has made things very convenient. it's also made life a stressful one, especially for me.
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