one whole month of holidays ahead! one whole month of not doing anything at all. one whole month of not being restricted by a schedule. one whole month of doing just anything i want! :D

been looking forward to the holidays since the middle of the semester and now it's finally here. may time pass as slowly as possible. let me savor this moment before i have to face school all over again. (and before results come out too).

i studied. i studied hard. but did i put in 100%? could i have put in more effort? i know i could and i should. it's too late to regret. i guess when the results are out it will serve as a push factor for me to work even harder and not over-procrastinate like i did this semester. it's also time to wake up and treasure that i have a place in the university and stop whining like a baby. i hope this lesson doesn't come too late. please let me pass all my modules. please let me get an acceptable CAP that won't be too hard to pull up later. i can only keep my fingers crossed now and hope for the best.

as for other matters, i don't care anymore. what meant's to be will be. what's not meant to be will never be. instead of tearing myself up over it. i'll just let nature takes it's course. i'm only human and i'm tired.