i have no faith.

it's not others who are shooting down my ideas.

it's me who's shooting them down.

i'm at a loss.

i feel incompetent.

it's time to buck up.

research as much as i can to make up for the incompetencies.

i wish there's someone who can understand how i feel.

i used to think that most would have already forgotten me. after all, it's been more than a year, and many groups visit them. but they haven't. they asked about me, they still think about me. forgive me for ever thinking otherwise and know that i've been missing everyone of them too and i can't wait to return to UNACAS, a place full of angels who have captured my heart.

my friends; till the day we meet again.