to me, those were accusations were unfounded. they were baseless. worse still, they should not be publicised. it's heartbreaking how each event would set off a chain of ugly events that would evenutally tear us all apart.

we are all self righteous. we think we're right and others are wrong. who knows, i might be wrong too. i see only what my heart wants me to see and the same goes for many. but i am rooted firmly in my beliefs. and i firmly believe it's not true. because i saw how much it hurt them too. each and everyone of them.

i don't understand why i'm crying as i write this. it just feels like something is piercing through my heart.