;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.
ouch
"we don't want you to get hurt in the process and become more bitter"

maybe i should have been told this earlier. then i wouldn't get hurt. i wouldn't become so bitter. i wouldn't be so spiteful.

and i start to wonder what's the true purpose?
i knew it would hurt.
but i still did it.
selfish. selfish.
it's time to wake up.
channa
when my mum told me i recieved a letter, my heart skipped a beat.
i wondered, "could it be from cambodia?"

but when i saw the return address was in Singapore, my heart fell.
only after opening the envelope did i realise there was another envelope in it.

and on it was my name and address and was signed off by channa. :D
imagine the emotions that went through at that moment.
the soaring of spirits.
the tears that fell.

a letter filled with such sincerity.
and a friendship band made with lots of patience and love.

i'm happy.
i'm very happy.

ps: thank you Jessica from LSCT for sending on this letter to me, despite not knowing who i was.
loves <33
my dear friends, till the day we meet again.

screwed up
pain. pain. so pain.
when i heard, i wanted to return more than ever.

screw it.
graduation is more than a year away.
can i wait?

but "you can't get everything you want"
i'm selfish.
i'm fucking selfish.

i should be happy for them.
maybe i'm hanging on too tightly.
just take a knife and slice the wrist, stab the heart.
let the blood flow free.
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