;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

MELISSA ROCKS MY SOCKS! <333 I LOVE HER TO BITS!
every little thing you do. it means the world to me (:

confidence

my confidence is so easily shattered. yesterday had Celebration's Rehearsal. mine was the 4th group to present. as i see the groups before us present, my confidence level got lower and lower and eventually when it was my turn, it totally diminished.

first mistake made, i tried not to use my script but my mind totally blanked out.
second mistake made, i kept looking at the wrong person which made me feel worse and worse through the whole presentation.

i felt like i was choking during the presentation. there was a point of time when i really really wanted to break down and cry. ~~such a weakling~~. think a lot of people noticed, even mr glen did. and some were trying to calm me by asking me to relax. stumbled my way through the end of presentation. it was the worst i have ever presented and the worst i have ever felt presenting )):

and so this is how easy my confidence is shattered. wish me luck! may tomorrow presentation be both great for me and jinghui and everyone else! JIAYOU!

happy birthday guolian

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUOLIAN! (:

celebrated guolian's birthday yesterday. had steamboat at bugis. the service was really bad but it's always the company that matters (: glad that guolian liked the bag that we got her! ((: hope your 18th birthday was as memorable as it should be!

i'm happy yet unhappy. how can you describe such a feeling? i'm so sick and tired of pretending all the time, or rather most of the time. not displaying unhappiness. acting that everything is freaking alright. putting down my pride. please let this be over soon for me.

emotional labour? totally applies. =/

oh well. on the bright side, looking forward to watching linger with angeline mei! and one missed call with sheena! not forgetting the magic training and NP's openhouse! (:

happy happy day (:

met up with my dearest sheena ng yesterday! (: yayss! she gave me my really belated present! she bought for me F4's new album! <33 woohoo! thanks my dear friend! (: zai zai look totally awesome in the album! ((: haven't listened to the album but heard one of their songs. don't really like it though. =/ ahh. maybe never listen properly. they gonna have an autograph session on jan 20th. tempted to go but guess i'll give it a miss. )): got too much work piling up. plus mum wouldn't be happy if i go too.

43 more days to freedom. i'm gonna make it (:

busy week

busy week ahead. ahhh.

tuesday: OB test, dinner with sheena (:
wednesday: visit to AG Home
thursday: lessons till 5 )):
friday: scouts meeting + BBQ (:
saturday: scouts meeting + steamboat to celebrate guolian birthday (:
GO
want to sleep. boo. gonna sleep when i'm home then wake up and mug for OB. GO GO GO! ((:

and hello you. my dear friend, i miss you so. but you don't seem to notice or maybe u just don't bother to. after all it's not like i didn't say anything. no response to the sms. no response to the christmas card. it hurts, you know? i''ll wait cause you are worth it.

hello 2008

2007 has already come to an end and 2008 has already begun. kicked off the start of the year with loads of homework left undone, tests un-studied for. procrasination once again. at least managed to pull through the first week of school submitting all the assignments on time.

school really fills me with dread. there's nothing much to look forward to at school. other than the fact that i really enjoy what i'm studying. assignments completed, yet more assignments to come. what's more exams are right after CNY! )):

hard to be positive. worried about many stuff. still, got to thank mr glen for his encouragement.(:

on the bright side, looking forward to the scouts BBQ on friday and the meeting on saturday.

somehow, i'll make it.
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jiahui
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15nov1990
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