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there are just some people whom i simply can't refuse. my weakness and my strength. sighs. what am i to do a day to remember always
OMG OMG OMG! I SAW ZAI ZAI! <33after 6 years of liking him, this is the first time i saw him in person. it was so exciting when he first appeared on stage!!! *melts* he sang i'm not F4 and ai yu hen! it was so so so so nice! and he was super funny with all the jokes here and there. ahhhh. i love him. X) and when he was signing my album, he wrote my name and shook my hand!!! he even wished me merry x'mas! ((:           <3333333 ZAI ZAI! <33
"Jia Hui! Has your wish of seeing zai zai come true? If not, 24Dec at IMM 2pm! Don't miss it!GUOLIAN! (: YOU SURE KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY DAY!!! ((: WOOOTS! I'M LIKE SO SO SOOO HIGH NOW! FINALLY A CHANCE TO SEE MY ZAI ZAI AFTER LIKE SO MANY YEARS OF PINING! =DD AND THANKS FOR LIKE ACCOMPANYING ME THERE! (: I CAN'T WAIT! <33 went out with mel on sunday. ((: went for this children art exhibiton which was held at UE square. actually, we went mainly cause shawn tan, bad and tat lin were doing CIP there. the exhibtion wasn't what i expected. wasn't many people around. but still it was fun (: it's always the company that matters. wanted to get this super cute snowman balloon but it cost 10 bucks? o.O so we spent our time doing sand art. ((: it's my first time! xD so i was super excited about it. sounds like i have no childhood =x me and mel's a masterpieces:  here's our first artwork!  the bee looks cute right? (: while we were like so caught up in doing up the bee, the boys left WITHOUT US! ): they only called us when they boarded the bus. they say that they really forgot about us. so sad! we are so insignificant. but thinking back on it, its kinda funny (: oh well, there better not be a next time. headed to great world city with mel after the exhibtion. shared chocolate euphoria from ben and jerry's with her! it's really really yummy! (: finally bought the santa hat for feng kai. it's cute! there are even lights! (: glad that he likes it and mel bought a handphone pouch for her I TOUCH! ahh. jealous! well, its really great time spent! (: its always the company that matters. you could be studying but with the right company it would be a great day too! i miss my secondary school days. i miss my friends )): shall take this two weeks of holidays not only to mug but to catch up with them! (: to do list: - enchanted with angeline (: - outing with esther (: - mugging with angeline and zhuang wei (: - celebrate huixin's birthday (: - go out with wei wen (: - catch up with geraldine (: - meet up with sheena ng (: - chek jawa with ventures (: - future activities with ventures (: .... and the list goes on. its this little things that brings me joy ((: just thinking of it makes me happy. like sheena told me, tune your heart to find happiness within. (: i've found it. although other things are suffocating me, but i'll try to be strong, cause i'm not alone my friend, my best friend
ANGELINE IS BACK! =DD YAYS! DOUBLE YAYS! TRIPLE YAYS! (:indeed, the sun after the storm! sure cheered me up alot! (: gonna catch enchanted with her, hopefully this week and celebrate her long over birthday with her since she was overseas at the time. ((: should be mugging with her and zhuang wei next week! (: MEI, I MISS YOU! (: i'm tired. life's tough. i thought i could get through each day strong. pull through each day. but sometimes it's so hard to go on. i've made a mess of everything in my life, almost everything. there are times when i feel like freaking giving up. sometimes i just wish i could get injured. then i could just end up in a hospital and lie there. foolish, indeed. and i'm just trying to be a coward and escape from everything. i don't even understand why in the world i have such thoughts. this is so pathetic. i hope to go into a helping profession. but the fact that i can't even help myself, what makes me think i can help others? i can't control my emotions, how would i be able to handle my future career? someone please inject a fairytale in my life. i need some happily ever after and not all these accumulation of problems. i need something to get rid of the pain weighing down my heart. crying doesn't seem to be effective anymore. at least, i find comfort in friends and books. i know i'm loved. thank you tecky for listening. true friends (:
sheena_* skyofaffinity<♥ says (8:41 PM):"Happiness is a perfume that you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself. The world may not be what you want it to be, but you can tune your heart to find happiness within in." sheena_* skyofaffinity<♥ says (8:41 PM): dont be so emo. if you need a listening ear can call me! :D sheena_* skyofaffinity<♥ says (8:41 PM): i'll be there for you! cheer up! --------------------------------------------------------- SHEENA NG! IT'S THE SWEETEST THING YOU COULD EVER SAY (: THANK YOU GIRL! (: i always knew you were someone i could count on in good times and bad. ((: actually, after graduating, i realised who were my true friends and who weren't. and i feel blessed to have some of these people still in my life. ((: for those who aren't, i have passed the stage of sadness. i've moved on. whats the use of being sad, when people don't care. after all, i have friends who are still there. ((: i <33 my friends! (: supposed to blog about the happy day out with melissa. but as usual something just got to spoil it. woo hoo! i'm so happy man. yes, just keep looking at my faults, my wrongs. don't even bother to think about the right things i've done. the good things. you will be so on the right track. wish there was something to get rid of the pain. i'll try anything. suddenly, sick and tired of everything. damn. whatever la. i don't care anymore. Timeline
Dec 10 -Lifespan Project SubmissionDec 13- Lifespan Presentation CHRISTMAS BREAK - and so they say ): Jan 2- Family and Relationship Essay 1500words Jan 3- OB Presentation Jan 3- Sociology PBL Presentation Jan 4- Lifespan Psych Essay 1500words. Jan 8- OB Quiz/test Jan 17- Sociology PBL Report 2500words Jan 17- E learning Sociology Jan 21- Celebrations Event/Presentation MAJOR(5 modules) Jan 28- Family and Relationship Presentation & Report 3000words. Feb 5- OB Final Assignment/Essay 1000words CHINESE NEW YEAR BREAK/STUDY BREAK (Feb 11-17 ) Feb 18-22 Exams: Sociology, Lifespan Psych, Statistics & Research Methods the above is courtesy of tecky! copied and paste from his blog with some amendments here and there. __________________________________________________ woohoo! looking at is just totally boggles my mind. ): all these work piled up. somehow, i'll make it! must jiayou le! everybody jiayou ba! (: we'll make it. inspiration
feeling pretty empty this few days. everyday is just school and home. ain't any meaning in my life. seems like i felt much happier when we were rushing the preparation for the campfire. I MISS SCOUTS .feeling pretty lost this semester. loads of uncertainty. too much for me to take. don't really know what to do for the different assignments. don't know what is expected. or am i just thinking too much? expecting too much from myself? maybe i set too high goals? but i really can't bear the idea of not going to a university. 8 weeks of schools has passed. time really flies. really feel so screwed for this semester. will i be able to mantain my GPA? there are times when i really feel on the verge of a breakdown. i need motivation. inspiration. source of inspiration and motivation? none. someone save me please! i need to stop worrying! damn. goodbye
and i never thought i would see you again.it's been 7 months or more since the last time i saw you. i thought i've gotten over it. but maybe, just maybe, not totally. the shock i felt when i saw you at the campfire. you looked different. you've changed. or is it me that has changed? hearing your voice again i realised how long i haven't heard it how i've forgotten how it sounded. all of a sudden, i couldn't hate you. i couldn't be neutral. i couldn't help but remember those times. do you still think of me too? do you notice me? 1 more day and it marks a year. so much time have passed. foolish to have such thoughts. it's really time to say goodbye eterna gloria
eterna gloria. 25 years of griffin. 100 years of scouting. a memorable event. something that feels so close to my heart. thank you for all the wonderful memories. though there were ups and downs but through it all, it was still fun (: with the sirs, rovers, senior ventures, junior ventures and scouts! (:i wouldn't say it was a remarkable success. it could have been better. but with the limited weeks of preparation, i would say it was indeed a success to have been able to pull it off. (: there were times i felt really pissed, frustrated and fed up during the preparation but i'm glad i hanged in there. (: because it was all worth it. i never knew i would feel such a belonging to scouts. but now i do. the plague gave me a recognition that i was a part of this huge scouts family. thank you! (: LONG LIVE GRIFFIN! (: looking forward to the chek jawa trip with fellow ventures on 15th dec ((: Previous Next |
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