;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

harry potter! (:

at last, the long awaited book of harry potter and the deathly hallows is finally out! yayness! ((: i'm so so so HAPPY! ((: waited so long for the book to come out.

indeed, i was not disappointed though i have only read 100 plus pages, since i'm kind enough to lend my brother the book since he has to go back to the navy tonight. from the start, the story is already super intense. i just can't stop reading. ((:

argh. but crap, super spoiler. amitabha messaged me the last line of the book even before i went to get the book!!!! *screams* and tecky told me another fact which was a super spoiler. and now my dear brother who does not appreciate my kindess tells me something else about the story. *cries*

hopefully, it won't ruin my anticipation. boo!

boooo!

the expectations i set for myself are high. but who really understands why? one failure after another, i just can't take all this pain anymore. crying on the day of the release of my o level results was not something that i envisioned. somehow it only made me more determined to perform well in poly.

yet the pressure of the assignments plus the added on pressure from myself is suffocating me. can i really make it? one little mistake i make and it changes my whole mood. i don't want it to be this way but i don't know how. and it is not that i am so obessesed with succeeding to the extent that i don't help others or step on their toes. =/

i don't know what to do. and with all these violent mood swings i am having, i sure am going to piss people off or scare people away. they were saying i looked very scary since yesterday? sighs. i'm sorry. the lack of sleep and pressure is catching up onto me.

whats more, all these messed up feelings i am having. i wish i didn't have them. i wish they could all go far far away. shoooo! i don't need them nor do i want them. i don't want to start emo-ing.

i can't believe tears came; is it a good storyline or a lingering pain that still remains?
and yet have i fallen for another now?

happy birthday tecky!

here's wishing:

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO TECKY! ((:

it's a little late but still have to dedicate this post to you. ((: my dear friend, through ups and downs you were there for me. you were there to scold me when i was out of my senses. you were there to care for me when i was sad. and i just want to thank you for every little thing you've done for me. ((: and now this song that you send me when i was really down, i want to dedicate it to you: YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND! ((:

"You've Got A Friend"

When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yes I will.

You've got a friend

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again (oh baby don't you know)
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
Lord, I'll be there yes I will.
You've got a friend

Oh, you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.

Through it all, remember you've got me, your friend! ((: hope you liked the card, everything i want to say for now is already there! *huggies*

ARGH!

if things could get any worse.

i am screwed for intro to psych + writ com assignment

and i piss people off somemore.

i so hate myself now.

screamss

and i'm sorry.

isohatethisisohatethisisohatethisisohatethisisohatethis!

IRRITATING.

SCREW ALL OF YOU!

SHOO SHOO SHOOO!
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