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 huiling huimin and limin! (:  wood and fatty X)  us at CTSS CNY Celebrations'07  me and mel! (: REFLECTIONS!(:  SHAWN looking good in AC uniform! (:  reflections again!  the earrings from yuan pin! (:  YUMMY! =x  MR LAU; our CHEMISTRY FATHER! (:  mel hugging piggy! so cutee! X)  limin's twin! =x the pig from yuan pin.  me and cai hong! i so lovee her! (:  me and cai xia! (:  the three of us! (:  cai hong is so zi lian! X)  but i still love her. X) awww.  presenting CHEW BING RUI! (: mr army man! (:  me and tongyun! (: <3  cousins always k? (:  this is what we do when we're bored. lol  STEAMBOAT! YUMMY YUMMY! =x  Er gu and me! (:  sheena! sylvester's sister =x  me and sheena! my punching bag! X)  jiahui and huimin! (: my lao gong!  me and guolian! (:  reflections! i love us! (:  just so random; cool! (:  group photo at my house! (:  SMILE!(: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (: lol. last friday went back to CTSS to join in the celebrations. =x didn't return back to AJC. or else don't have to go back to CTSS le. was supposed to meet limin, huimin and huiling at mac, but i overslept =x oops. sorry and thanks to those who brought your TYS esp PEISIN! (: headed to holland v. lunched at burger kind then headed to coffee bean to meet mr chiang and mr lau! (: mr chiang treated us to drinks and mr lau treated us to cakes. so sweet of them. X) had loads of fun there. most importantly, it was like a mini class gathering. about ten of us were there only though. [me, melissa, limin, huimin, huiling, esther soh, yuan pin, tecky, jun rong, yinghao] (: and yuan pin gave me a pair of gorgeous earrings! my valentine's day present! THANKS DUDE! (: haha. limin got a pig. or rather her twin =x. oops. headed to orchard later. got my top for new year. (: the next three days of new year was getting more and more red packets =x taking more and more photos and gambling =x. i lost abt 12 bucks le. :( boohoo! oh well, but i enjoyed yesterday out with my girls! [ melissa, sheena, guolian, huimin and sini] (: I LOVE YOU ALL! (: shall post photos next time. val day
今年的情人节，我虽然不是一个人，但是我的心却更孤单，更心痛。i haven't let go. and i didn't knew it would hurt so much till today. probably it's just a wicked twist of fate. on this very day last year, i couldn't meet you even though we wanted to. who would have known one year later, i would bump into you, when we both knew we wouldn't want to see each other. it was awkward. our eyes couldn't bear to meet each other. it simply tore my heart apart. friends? that's all i ask for now and always... HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! (: especially to my dearest MELISSA ANGELINE GERALDINE WEI WEN TECK SING LIMIN HUIMIN ESTHER SOH YUAN PIN HUILING SHEENA I LOVE YOU ALL <3 tomorrow is the release of o level results i'm scared for the totally wrong reason. i'm totally pathetic. believe
this is my 250th post and yet another sad post. seems like i'm really into sad entries than happy ones. but i don't want to be sad, i don't want to be unhappy. i really don't. but somehow it's not within my control.iWAS happy. i could never have felt happier. but some things just have to happen and change it all. maybe it's not due to the things that are happening but the weakness of my mind and heart. because i'm not strong enough to believe in who i really am. because i allow other people's criticism to sway me. because i take people's words too harshly. because i don't have faith in myself. jiahui, why can't you be stronger both in mind and heart? i keep asking myself this, but i've found no answers to it. guolian told me that i have to be stronger at the beginning of last year. but right now have i gotten stronger? or am i just the same old jiahui? in a way, i'm no longer the old jiahui. i've changed. but whether for the better or for the worse, i can't tell. stronger? i don't believe i have grown strong in any way. my heart is still as fragile as ever. my mind is still that weak mind that doesn't believe in myself. i realised that it is easy to advise people, yet when the time comes for us to heed our own advice, we are unable to do so. it's easy to say but hard to carry out. i realise i can tell people many things. but when the time comes and i need to heed my own advice i'm unable to do it. in this way, it's useless isn't it? there are many things i know and understand. but yet i have problem believing in. i know that in life, what's mot important is that we are able to answer to our own conscience. i tell myself that, i tell people that. but this idea completely loses it's stand when things happen. sometimes i know what others say isn't true and it's fine because i can answer to my own conscience. yet, i let myself get affected by it to the point where i'm on the verge of tears. tell me, why is it so hard to believe? If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away Previous Next |
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