;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

it seems as if i've lost my mind. my sanity.

wats wrong? wat am i so afraid of? why am i always so afraid?

i'm scared and i'm lost. guide me down the path which i had strayed from.

i'm selfish. i'm unreasonable.

hate me for me because i hate myself.

and i need you to hold me tight
to give me the security i need
because i'm feeling so scared.

once again, i fell. third time on the same wound. =/ gosh. when will it ever get better. but it set me thinking. yes, physical pain is nothing compared to emotional pain. when i fell, i felt numb. very numb. because the pain in my heart is beyond any other pain. emotional pain is worse than physical pain. like wat guolian said at least medicine can help to stop physical pain. but no medicine in the world can cure emotional pain.i believe that the only thing that can help reduce emotional pain is this little thing called LOVE.

when people talk about love, what do they usually think about? most would just think about boy-girl relationship. but love is not just about that. it is about family and friends. people who love you as who you really are and care for you. the people who treasure you and you treasure most in your life. yes, and i know that without these people in my life, who knows what foolish things i would have done. so i'm grateful i really am.

how many people in this world would be willing to accept you for who you are?

i'm close to tears. i'm lost.

sorry for not trusting you
and
thank you for understanding
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