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terrible mood swing. don't ask me why. i don't know either. damn.
3 hours and 30 mins to tml. haha. =xx. omgg. i can't believe i'm actually counting down to tml. haha. tml is gonna be a v v v special day because its ANGELINE'S BIRTHDAY! haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE MEI!=)) haha. yups. tml gonna go west coast park to celebrate. haha. finally its roller blading time. haha. okies. i'm probably nuts. =/ lol. but i still need to vent out all the frustrations deep down eh? before it gets too unbearable and i end up flaring at my frens which i really dun wan to=/. gee. haha. still so excited abt tml. i'm happy. (x haha. okiess. die die die. i wanted to complete my chem by todae but i've only done half. shit man=/. bleahh. better go do le. sianx. wheee!~~ i'm back at last. haha. oh man. i've been a bad gal=x. i said i was gonna do my chemistry todae and i haven't flip my book open yet. gee=/. nvm. tonight must pia le. haha. oh man. so many homework but completely no motivation to do. arghhh. damn sian man. bleahh. homework is gonna take up almost my whole hols le. gee. next week gonna be a busy week. monday to wednesday all got guides. haha. but i can't wait for monday man. haha. monday is gonna be a super duper great day..right mei and guolian? haha! yups. can't wait man. its gonna be roller-blading time. haha=xx. been a long time since i last roller blade. bleahh. later i fall.=/ haha. well. time is constantly moving. with time, changes occurs. surroundings change and even people change. people around me are constantly changing. and i dun deny the fact that i too, have changed. why not? the difference is whether the change is positive or negative. i can't say for myself whether my change is good or bad. but i see ppl who used to be my good frens change into someone i completely dunno. a completely different person with the same name. its weird. its terrible. it makes me wish if i could find the old them back refusing to accept the new people i see before me. yeah. its true that we must accept our frens for who they are and their short comings but sometimes it just seems so impossible to adapt to their change. sometimes i'm really tired. why do ppl keep pointing fingers here and there. we are trying our best. probably nobody understand that. but its a fact. oh well. i'm speechless. i'm sick and tired of everything. grrrrr. bleahh. off to do my chemm. byeee. *smiles(: a mask. that covers up everything. some things seen are only on the surface wats deep inside nobody really understands even i don't really know. blah blah blah. damn the freaking comp man. now can't play maple le. the screen blacks out every few second and i can't even move at all. argh. grrrr. wat am i do to pass time during this hols. got loads of homework la but still must relax de wat. den now nth to do. damn it man. and i'm only a pathetic lvl 18 warrior. gee=/. haha. anw harry potter and the goblet of fire really rocks man! haha. i simply love the movie la. haha. cedric diggory is so shuai=xx. keke! but so sad man he died. sobs. lol. mel was sniffing away. haha. i also not only better. =/. lol. but the movie is really worth watching. haha. i feel its better than the prisoner of azkaban man. keke. i wanna watch again x) heee. lucky sheena man. ytd watched for the second time. haha. now i'm reading the goblet of fire that sheena they all gave me. haha. bleahh. guess tml i'm gonna be a good girl and start work le. no more slacking le. or not the last week of hols i will be dead. gee. haha. i'm bored bored bored. dead bored man. haha. waiting for mel to call noww. blahhhh. i'm happy? ha. i wish i could read; your mind; your heart; and know how you feel. because ilu* i hate it. i'm not perfect. nobody is anyway. can't you understand me? i feel like running away runinng away frm this reality i dread ------ ----. =))
haha. todae anth day back to sch. one word to sae. B-O-R-I-N-G. haha. during bio, we talked too much until mr lau seperated all of us. hahaha damn embarrassing la but also damn funny. lol. den after that had lessons all the way. was kinda sleepy since i slept rather late last nite. gee.haha. den after that we rushed out for lunch den went back to sch for guides! haha rather long time dun have formal guides meeting le. suh yee and suhailah gave me a present. thanks alot. and suh yee i really love ur card!=)) .den had lessons first den after that had PT. was excused thanks to my injured knee=x. haha. den after that we played pictionary haha. it was really funny man. the way they act. haha. den after that had patrol corner. den had punishment. oh man i ran 6 rounds around the quad. run until wan die. but still owe 60 pumpings. must wait for my leg to heal before i can pump man. gee. den after that it was home sweet home. actually was kinda feeling frustrated. heard alot of things. confused. hurt. shocked. disgusted? even i dunno anymore. den after that went back home with sheena. haha. den i was rushing home. when i came out of the lift and was walking towards the stairs. i saw this guy who looked v v familar. lol. den when i looked properly i realised it was MICHAEL! omg man. he actually followed me all the way frm clementi to my house to give me a surprise and pass me my present. omg! THANKS A MILLION MAN!=)) haha. it was really v nice and v sweet of u. haha. thanks thanks! haha. off to do my hw. so many to be handed in tml. shucks man. gee. lol. byeee!=)) i dunno anymore mistake? or not a mistake? i've lost my way PERFECT 15th birthday!
woohooo! haha. 54 mins before my birthday is over! haha. and yay! i'm finaly FIFTEEN (15)! haha. yay! todae was a super duper great day! in fact its the best day out of this whole year! haha. yups. usually birthday also not so excited but this time i still feel so high now. haha. and i just can't stop smiling. lol.lol. was almost late in meeting sheena and huimin todae. haha. sheena huimin sini esther and nicolle got me harry potter and the goblet of fire! omg! thanks man!=)) haha. i wanted that like so long le. haha. den after that had lessons. haha. den weiwen pass me his present. [di! i LOVE your present! i'm SERIOUS! i LOVE it to bits and pieces!=))] haha. den had remedial. throughout the whole remedial i was damn restless shifting here and there. haha. and finally the torture was over. when i was walking to the umbrella area. guess what? i FELL! oh man! my birthday so suay fall down. and this is one of the worse fall i had in ages. have a v big wound on my knee and grazed my fingers. gee. bleahh. but mel help me clean my wound eh? haha. my baby piggy. even miss shelly low help me clean my wound. =/. wahh. lol. was really damn funny lor. haha den went to lot 1 with mel. walk about and i saw grace! wheeee! haha long time nv see her le. like wat guolian sae, its fate that i saw her during my birthday! and i believe it is. hehe. den after that mel came to my house. i was busy listening to the radio for my 'dedication'. haha. den after that mel needed to go home. haha. so i sent her downstairs. and when the lift door opened. S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E! ANGELINE, GUOLIAN, SHEENA, WEI WEN, YING HAO, TECK SING suddenly burst out. den sheena dunno spray wat at me. and my mouth was open becos i was surprised and she sprayed into my mouth. oh man disgusting man. haha. they got me a chocolate cake man. den they sang birthday song. and we took a group pic. haha. i made a birthday wish den we cut the cake and ate it. haha. angeline gave me anth jigsaw puzzle in addition to the doggie she gave me and guolian folded 1511 stars for me. oh man i'm so touched!=') den after that we jut took photos here and there before we headed for the playground. haha played on the swing. lol. so fun so refreshing man!=)) hehe. den played on the see-saw too. haha. den after that we headed to my house becos yinghao needed the toilet. haha. den they left le. i'm so touched man. they celebrated my birthday for me and gave me such a pleasant surprise!=)) THANKS A MILLION GUYS!=)) haha. todae is such a perfect birthday. 15.11.2005. this date i will never ever forget. not in my whole lifetime. becos this is the BEST birthday i ever had in all my 15 years!=)) haha. thanks for all your msges and greetings and presents! i love them all. haha. and special thanks to: angeline. guolian. melissa. limin. sheena. weiwen. tecksing. yinghao. you guys made my day!=)) i love all of your!=)) thanks thanks thanks!=)) you forgot my birthday but now it doesn't hurt that much becos friends that care surpasses EVERYTHING!=)) ha. i WAS happy. but now, i feel like the same things happens every single day. my fault? not always. but den it seems to be only MY fault. freak it. arghhh. i need to vent my frustrations. DAMN IT! =))
todae got to go back sch for lessons. bleahh. i dun wanna get back to sch i wan my precious slp. lol. supposed to wake up at 6.45 but huimin msg woke me up at 6.30. haha. just 15 mins more also can't slp=x.actually lessons not too bad la. haha. our english teacher for this week is mrs chua after that will be mr eugene tan le.[eh. huimin. must pay attention to your studies and not the teacher hor=xx] haha but mrs chua not bad la. damn funny. haha. i couldn't stop laughing. den after that was maths. den chinese. teacher went thru the answers for O lvl. ehh. i tink most prob shld be able to get A ba. hopefully can get A1 la=x. gee. den after that finally chem. after hearing wat mr lau sae..i must really work hard man! gee. den after that had lunch with huimin. haha. den went home le. lol. watched my zhan shen!=)) keke. bleahh. i make the present so slowly. wahh. wat if cannot finish in time. scared man=x. i must definitely finish in time!=)) 就让我爱你 证明有奇迹 再狂野的心 灵魂的深处有妳 我愿意 放弃世界微笑而去 幸福很远心却在一起 --will you ever know?-- todae was the actual heritage trail. woke up at 5.30 man, so damn early lor. felt so sleepy the whole time *yawns*. well, was it a success? =/ i dunno. haha but i tink it is la. haha. some of the schs were super damn enthu like bukit panjang and commonwealth. keke. saw wan kee astrea and bei xi!=)) woot! so happy never see them le miss every single one of them so so so much! haha. but bei xi damn comical. i saw her and shouted her name she ran to me and call me sini -.-' lol. den she sae me and sini look alike? haha. diao. halfway during the race it started raining lor. wahh. crap man. spoil the atmosphere. sad man. practically everyone started calling me up making me so anxious =/. den in the end went to sini station. lol. i like their station. haha. den poor wan kee. she was drenched to the skin, they didn't have any umbrella and had to use their scarf. gee. well. then greenridge got first. commonwealth got second and bukit panjang got third. cool man. haha. i was rooting for commonwealth and bukit panjang. but so sad hui shin and guan ying nv come. and i was hoping to see them again =(. gee. den on the bus damn funny lor. haha. si pei and keiko were like laughing at everything. and we kept playing about. haha. damn fun man. nv laughed this much for some time. haha. and this is all thanks to who? haha. our dearest SHEENA NG! haha. even on a bus journey she can make us laugh until wan to die. haha. that kai xing guo. lol. den later sini and sheena came over to my house. lol. funny la. that crazy sheena go anyhow open my drawer and took out erasers and we started to play eraser game. haha. i was like damn lousy. i kept losing. haha. sheena won in the end. haha. todae is a great day!=)) lol. feel so happy. haha. its all about you broken
i'm back. bleahh. sian. yesterdae went out with melissa becos she leaving for beijing todae. so sad!=( i'll miss her. but todae woke up at 5.30 thanks to the heirtage trail recce. sian man. when my mother woke me up i couldn't get out of bed=x stayed up to finish the daniel steel book i borrowed. haha. den later during the trail i really walk alone sia. haha. actually man you qing qu de la. and i managed to have some time alone and straighten out my thoughts. and i really did straighten everything out, well at least at that point of time i really did. den heard something i didn't really want to hear. but well one day i will find it out anyway so doesn't matter la *shrugs*. but it did affect me though. i kept stoning away just can't concentrate. everything keep flashing into my mind. i'm like so freaked out. gee. den later went out of the bus the handphone strap i bought with mel got caught onto the handle of the chair. and guess wat. it snapped. WAT THE HELL! its like brand new. i bought it like only for 24 hours. moreover like a bad omen not that i'm being supersitious but its like i was tinking about some things and it broke just like that. den later my handphone pouch the string also came apart into two. maple server full. cna't enter. argh! stupid de! bleahh. this time i have fallen too deep without you its impossible to escape unscathed or worse even escape at all. Previous Next |
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