;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

been rather caught up reading the princess diaries. i borrowed it from esther last friday and i'm alreadi at book 6. =x. haha its so nice. how nice it would be if i have the whole set instead of borrowing it. but oh well shrugs. no choice.

wahaha. can't believe i'm down with flu now. i used up 4 packets of tissue in sch. and my nose is like so red. gee=/. i dun wanna be sick. it sucks being sick. downright sucks. and that mel and limin purposely tempt me with potato chips but too bad i wun fall for that.

chem test failed.. kinda expected? hoping to pass though. gee. this test was meant to be a re test. and re tests are meant to be easier. but mr murali killed us all with the killer paper. only 10 ppl frm our class pass which means 32 fail=/.but i was rather surpirsed that i got 9/10 for mcq. kiat chong got 10 and only me and ying peng got 9. haha. so happy man!=)) first time i fail my test and feel so happy. =/gee.

well. i start trying to learn not to take things so hard. i really take things too hard at times and its driving me nuts. i promise that this holiday i will concentrate on my studies man!=)) work hard!=))

life really rawks when u have frens who really care!=))
lovess`
geraldine
angeline
limin
melissa
wei wen

my whole life rawks all becos of you guys!=)) thx a million!=))

*how i wishh you would know
how much i like you.
how i wishh to know
how u really feel
was ur feelings true
or was it just my wishful thinking.

i don't know

i don't understand

anyone just enlighten me?

or am i just over-sensitive?

or just plain jealous?

life is confusing.

life

有缘相识是一种闪光，
可以相处是一种温馨的快乐，
能够相知是一种永恒的珍贵，
友谊的接受是用整颗心灵去体验，
愿缘分的天空明亮长久。

well..can't believe its almost the end of term 3 which actually signals that end of year examinations are coming. oh man. spare me man. i just can't take anything any longer. i just need a long long break from everything and a long sleep too. i'm just so tired. damn tired. argh. but theres no chance for a break man. sian.

its not that i didn't study. i really did study but everything doesn't seems to be going right. my results aren't wat i seriously want. in fact far from that. wats more there are so many things bugging me. i just can't get them off my mind. i just can't. why are we judged by results sometimes i really wonder. i mean it doesn't mean that if u fail means u didn't study. its just an assumption that many teachers make. but i really really studied. oh well. the only result that keeps my spirits high is only my english. the rest i'm speechless.

it seems like everything is progressing on at high speed while i'm at the back trying to chase up with everything but its still a long long journey. its like i'm in a competition. a competition which is against time. i raced and raced but i have lost time and again. time is the factor. the factor that is driving me nuts. if i could have more than 24 hours in a day more could be accomplished and i would still get adequate sleep. sometimes i really dun wanna lose sleep becos of studies but i have no choice. i can't bring myself to sleep without having completed my revision.

next friends. sometimes i really wonder wat is wrong. wat the hell is wrong. its really hard to find someone. someone who really cares. people who really cares are the miniority. i feel like i've been living in this illusion. an illusion which i have created that these people really cared., its only when things happen could u really see one's care and concern for you. yups. i'm not saying i'm not happy with the amount of friends i have. in fact i'm more than glad. just that i feel hurt and decieved of my feelings time and again over some stones.

i know people often say wat is life without all these obstacles. but sometimes these obstacles are too much to take especially since they come a few at a time. i'm tired. if i could just have one day and have a nice sleep taking a break from everything i would be more than glad. yups.

只除了深夜里
回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你
你知道吗
如果可以
就让我再见你
美好微笑
清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离
只毁了我一个而已

reflections

who is that girl i see?
staring staight back at me.
when will my reflections show
who i am inside.

two more days and i'm rid of ndp. no more trainings under the hot sun. if there were to be more trainings i really tink i can' take it anymore. yups. i'm really sick and tired. my results are damn terrible. ohh man! wat the heck is wrong with me. i hate myself. this week had 5 bloody tests man or izzit more? anw everything was clumped up tgh. that i had so little slp and ~~tears of frustration~~ just came.

wats wrong with me. wats wrong. wats wrong. i dun get it. life seems to be getting harder day by day. its getting harder and harder to breathe. ppl that i once trusted breeched their trust in me. hypocrites keep appearing in my life.

but probably the only thing good is that i have my family and friends. esp geraldine. angeline. limin. mel and wei wen supporting me. thanks loads.

u hurt me with ur words
wat did i do
to deserve this frm u
i hate u for wat u are doing to me
yet i evol u more than words can sae.
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