;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

well..its 12 plus now and i'm still awake. not that i can't slp. i'm super sleepy but yet i'm still up trying to complete my hw. oh man. i need motivation. i just dun have the drive to do my hw. i see the paper i'm already so sian diao already. argh. i can't seem to wake myself up from the holiday mood. didn't even wan to go sch in the first place. sianx. sch is boring. haix.

now doing my maths ws which i have been doing frm 8.30? argh. wat the heck i am doing. haix. i hate to slack. i can't slack anymore. my oral exam is just next thurs and how much have i revised? just 2 stories frm my book. wat has come over me. haix.

todae had guides meeting. well, all of us the sec 3s still really have loads of learn. gee. yups. homecoming day i can't go. can't help at my class booth. can't help at my guides booth. becos of the damn ndp. crap. have the stupid ndp preview on that day and i can't go. nice one la. ndp take away everything from me. haix. i can't wait till its over. its taking up too much of my time. oh well, no regrets. i signed up for it. gee.

to certain things, i'm totally speechless. i dunno wat to sae. and i dun wanna care anymore.

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly
i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky

bbleah

a brand new term has started. today was the first day of school. wasn't really all that excited to go. bleah. this morning started off on a bad start but luckily it gradually got better and better. yups. todae first period straight away history le. downright boring lor. den teacher made us form groups, form until so ma fan lor. sae wat we must mix tgh. must have boys and girls. den must have different races..blah blah blah. waste loads of time la. but better la. haha. end up my group got me, limin, nan yang and huiling. den next period was chinese. i could have nodded off to sleep anytime man. sianx.

got our timetable. mr chiang no longer our physics teacher. sobs sobs. we all wan him lor. stupid one la. keep changing teachers. bleah. sianx.

cut my hair short ytd. regret or not? lol. i also dunno. some bad comments. some good. wahaha. but aiyah also no point crying over spilled milk even if bad..cut le wat.gee. sianx. haha. ytd took neos wif limin! haha it has got to be the best neos i have ever taken lor. so damn nice man! i'm in love wif those neoss mann! haha

sometimes i feel stupid
stupid for loving youu*
if i could reverse time
i wish i hadn't known u
den probably it wouldn't hurt that much
i tried forgetting
but the more i tried the more i can't
i wish u would know how i feel
but i can't sae it out
for, its all too late

[[ youu* seem so near yet so far]]

ouchie* that hurts

well..todae didn't go for ndp..stayed at home for the whole day simply becos i injured my leg ytd..can't bend my right leg or not wahaha..super pain sia..gee..injured it ytd when i went skating wif my pri sch buddies [ eddee, jiani, waikit, weeyang, siti and wanqing]..hahax..was skating when i fell and dragged wai kit down too and he landed on my leg..ouch..thats how my injurt came abt..gee=/ but well...i still enjoyed the time spent wif my pri sch frens..keke..been a long time since i've last seen some of them

well..my leg much better now lee..yups..and the doc sae i can go camp!!! yay!! lol..well i can't seem to concentrate on my hw..crap..i MUST concentrate or i shall die

well..short entryy todae..kinda boreddd..byee

lalala~~

heyy! past few days have been great! haha! friday was *drums roll* wei wen..my beloved little brother birthday! haha! HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY to YOU!=) haha..yups..hope u like my present*!=) den..i also had my oral exam..hahax..wasn't all that bad..but when mrs ng asked me wat is going on in the background of the picture i told her i dunno..oops=x hahax..den the conversation ask me talk about one injury that u had..mrs ng sae wat i noe u got alot of injures..just name anyone of them..-_-'..lol..den after that chiong home to change clothes! went out wif geraldine!=)) yay! hahax..yups..we went to orchard..we took neoprints again! hahax! this time it turned out better than the last time we took..hahax! had a great time man..keke! didn't buy much stuff..haha..den we went to esplanade..my first time there man.. the sea view was really super nice! i LOVE it man! haha! the air also had the sea smell too..it was really very nice..very relaxing..haha..den yups..after that took a long bus ride home..hehe..had a great time man!=))

wahaha..yesterday had ndp training..bleah..it was super sian..gee but thank god i didn't get a headache this time. this time it was can sae the full run le..got all the songs everything..my leg super suan man after the whole thing! stood for abt one hour like that..wahaha...immediately after that had to find a place to sit down man..gee..den after that went to imm with my family! yay! family outing..haha..so long dun have le lor..wahaha! super happy! den i bought two shirts from baleno..keke..my cousin gf working there..she look so sweett and pretty..haha..den had ljs for dinner..haha..i lunch eat dinner also eat..omg!..that limin la.got me addicted to ljs le la..gee..

well..haven't started on my hw yet..congratulate me man..but well todae shall be a good girl..i msut complete my 1162 todae! i MUST!

* hurt me u did, yet etched in my mind and heart, you are

heyy!~ wahaha..past two days got student leadership training camp.. at first was rather reluctant..tot it wld be rather sianx..like those boring lecture but whu knows things could never turn out better than this!=) haha..yups..firstly had great company..haha..had ppl like huimin, tecksheng, shawn tan and the ever forgetful bao ren..lol..yups..den somemore the coach joshua luke was rather good looking? hahax..bleahh..and not only that..haha..veri veri funny!=)) den first day got amazing race! woot! it was wayyy funn mann! we came in second..haha..but well its good enough..den second day guess wat? we got mass dance...so damn fun alright! whee! haha..imagine..leaderhip camp got mass dance? wow..its like damn fun..haha..learnt how to dance this dance..was damn fun! really enjoyed myself alott..haha..yupss

but like now..got to come together and come up with things to improve the school..anth workload? *shrugs* well..got to learn to cope with it le..gee

anth load has been lifted off my heart.. i feel so free..freedom simply running thru my veins..yups..the guilt i had been feeling..the strong guilt i had been feeling for causing those unhappiness have all gone. for i have finally apologised. i finally did. i was hesitant for i was scared of what the reaction may be but everything is over. and it made me realise that sometimes anger really does clouds ones judgment..so next time i shall calm down and think rationally and not do things that wld make me regret ever again.

*the sun comes out after the pouring rain.
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