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well..ytd went for the ndp briefing..we're all in the ndp contigent just that whether we're the main contigent of reserve contigent..shld i be happy? hmm..lolx..on one hand it seems so fun and such an achievement to be able to march in the ndp but den again wat if my studies get affected? argh!! even if this is a once in a lifetime opportunity but if i get lousy grades..its really not worth it...yupss..haix..so confuseddd=( but well..theres no backing out now..well..really gotta work hard..all my sats are gone..hab to stop slacking and really work super duper hard!!!must jia you! yupss..den went to new town campfire..had such a great time screaming like mad! screaming=releasing stress..yupss..no troubles no probs and worries at all!todaee..all my relatives come my hse..v re nao sia..haha..den limin also come to my hse to do hw..lol..pathetic sia..our sunday spent doing hw and wats more my cousins are at my hse and yet i can't play..sad sia..lolx..but i did managed to play bball for awhile! haha..funn man! keke! so way cool..lolx..yupss.haha..den after that went to west mall wif limin..finally developed the photos during the last few days of sch last year..den we bought a bigg tube of frutips..haha..to eat in class..=p keke! yupss..next week packed wif tests sia..arghh..bth mann! *everytime i feel like breaking dwn, i just tink how blessed i am to have such good frens* boringg
yo..changed my blogskin..haha..cuteeee rightttt? haha..was love at first sight sia..haha..so kawaii neh!!=p lolxwell..todae anth boring day at sch..somemore so damn sleepy..feel like zZz in class le lor..i last nite 1.30 like tt den slp..thx to the pile of ss hw to be completed..argh! partially my fault lar..supposed to do on weekly basis but i didn't..so had to rush on 14 articles=( and also 4 sbq..arghh..and becos of all this ss hw..i forgot abt my maths hw sia..damn it! den tch ask those whu nv do to stand den after that sae wat we waste time blah blah blah..den let us sit dwn and do.. den after that went for sports heats..haha..me and bee teng damn tensed up..but in the end we still managed to throw the javelin quite far lar=/..haha..the furtherst i threw was only 6.9 sia..haha..den nan yang..he threw 16.9 sia..wahh..pei fu pei fu! haha..yupss..den 4 x 400 m ..our gals came in first! woot! haha..good job man..angeline..yingpeng..tsuhui and tiffany! den the boys came in 4th lar..but at least they've done their best!=) haha..den 400 m boys..michael came in third..congrats man..and good job!..whilee jian dong came in 4th...yupss...he did a great job too!=) finally its the weekend..pheww..finally can relaxx for awhile man..this whole week has been damn tiring mann..next week got chem and ss test and chi too..arghh!! must do well sia! hmmm..tml got campfire!!! yay!! finally can release everything out! and scream everything away!=) woot! just can't wait!=) haha..yupss... seriously...some actions may seem so insignificant but in actual fact they are so significant to the extent that makes ppl feel touched..yups..i've experienced that before and i was really damn touched..and it actually made me realise that wat really made ppl touched.. is little actions filled wif loads of thoughtfulness..yups!=) these actions make the world go round..hahaha! yupss * i can't help but smile=) * haix
anth hetic week has passed..pheww..so tiring man..everyday i sleep at 12 smth without fail..wahhh..must faster adapt to sec 3 life soon! tests marks just ain't up to standard..but i wun give up..i will just do my best and study harder for the next few tests..yups!=) giving up is never a solution! todae e maths test..wahhh..do until wan die sia..left 5 mins..den i noe how to do the qn..wth one lor! argh! hope got re test sia..hmmm..i signed up for the ndp squad..couldn't make up my mind at first..becos i was scared my studies wld be affected but then again its such a rare opportunity...wahh..really zuo you wei nan man..but decided to give it a try after toking to miss choa..keke! shes such a nice tch!=) yups..i've made this choice and i shall bear the consequnces if any..hmmm..but really must learn how to manage my time well..yups.. i'm just a stupid weakling..i never did dare to show how i really feel at times..when tears start to fall i just hide them all away..when i feel sad..i just pretend nothing is wrong..probably i'm scared to show ppl that i'm weak. hmm..change is inevitable in our daily life..frens grow distant frm each other day by day without either party noticing until its too late..things will never ever be the same then..they try to deny the fact that this has happened..pretending that nothing is wrong but deep dwn in their hearts they knew something has gone wrong..but neither party knew wat to do..both are at loss..though they are still frens..they are no longer as close as how they used to be in the past..not now..not tml..not anymore...things just turn out so bad..that it hurts...it hurts so much that tears just seem to roll dwn the cheeks..the pain felt just can't be described in black and white..all she cld sae is sorry...... happy!
wheeeee!~~ todae was a great day man! so so so happy!! SUPER DUPER HAPPY!=D haha..todae limin, sharon, geraldine, michael, teck sheng and jin yan come my house! haha! that stupid jin yan..lolx..come late by 1 hour 21 min..haha..pro right? keke! but nvm lar..forgive her..haha..my mummy lehx..keke! yeahh..lolx..at first gambled..haha..won money sia..its like finally winning..haha..den teck sheng got beginner's luck sia..win the most..still tot wan to win his money de but he so lucky..haha..den michael lost money..haha..somemore sae he v good=p..keke!den limin and sharon left early..so sadd..haha..den we played uno..haha..one of the games daddy [teck sheng] and mummy [jin yan] help me win..haha..yucks..the forfiet was real real disgusting man..haha..den had dinner le..play heart attack..haha..wah biang..they all laugh at me sae i v slow reaction and i cannot hit properly..haha..i got hit 10 times haha..followed by michael 7..jin yan 3 and teck sheng and geraldine 2..haha..i really veri slow arh? keke! anw todae is one of the best days of my life man!=) its been a long time since i've really felt so happy and enjoyed myself! haha..no probs up in my mind at during the time when they were at my hse..haha..yups..u guys really made my day! thanks man!=) * nothing will ever bring me down! * i'm confused
hmm..i'm really damn confused..so so confused..ppl are just so weird at times..one minute u mean the world to them the next minute u mean nth..its weird..isn't it? i dun understand..it just seems so complicated..things seem to get more and more complicated as we grow older..izzit becos the way we look at things have changed? its really confusing
but seriously once an wound is inflicted..its always there..though it may heal..it will nv heal completely..there will always be this tiny scar there..take the story of the little boy who had a bad temper..each time he lost his temper..he had to nail a nail to the fence but each time he kept his cool he cld remove them..after some time all the nails were taken off but there were holes on the fence..no matter how hard we try to make up for our wrong doings..the wound has alreadi been inflicted..it will always stay there..yupss.. my path of friendships wasn't tt smooth...wasn't all tt smooth and nice and peaceful..turning back time..probably i wld have made wiser choices..i just wan true and sincere frens..izzit really too much to ask for? i just wan frens whu wld be honest to me...its really simple isn't it? bleah..todae got back physics test...the mark is like SUCKS! i am doing so badly for all my tests now..was rather pissed off..well..not used to it..in the past in sec 2 and 1 i was scoring good grades now wat kind of grades am i getting..i'm letting myself down..really..haix..so damn disappointed..i dun wan to get back my bio and ss test..arghh..plssssss..let me do well =( den todae got tt stupid sucky chi test man!! wth..the test is like so difficult!! wth! i studied for it..i studied for it.. but now theres a possibility that i might fail...damn it! haix..so disappointed in myself!! when will things get better?! argh.. todae pe..fa xie man..play captain ball the time..run here run there..really..can let out all the stress.. bleah..suan le..tok abt smth better! seafood family rocks!! limin..cheer up man gal! u noe..u will always have me..i promise..though i'm not good at giving advice..but i'm always willing to be ur listening ear! seafood family no 9: Jia Hui **StingRay** *smiles*
todae had campfire preperation..arghh..meet sheena they all so early..freaking tired mann! wahh..the weather damn hot! haha..but it was funn!=D the march in was cool and next the singing of songs wif the emcees!=) haha...songleading comittee rocks big time man!=D haha! den tt idiotic zhuang wei i suppose to partner him during cannibal king but he changed wif donavaon! i'm so gonna kill him! and the weather so hot..until everyone in songleading all like sunburn sia..lolx..suh yee and wen shi looked like tomatoes..haha..and sheng yuan look like rudolph..lolx..only the nose red! keke!~ i also got sunburnt..argh! haha
den after that went to RV campfire! woot!! we won the BEST SUPPORTING AWARD! omgg! so happy man! haha..we scream scream scream! cheer cheer cheer! well..its been a long time since i've felt so relaxed so happy so free from everything! at that time really screamed everything away mann!=D haha..den during a thousand miles..the ventures do work out! haha..fun fun fun! wheeee!~ haha..campfire rocks to the core man! wahh..but becos we like so rowdy..our poor little songleader started crying sia..=/ haha..but apologised to her in the end..yupss..den the sec 1 scouts screaming power man! so damn high pitch can beat us le!=/ haha! yupss..todae has gotta be one of the best days of my life!=D haha! lolx..last but not least...*drums roll* haha...Happy Birthday Michael! a mask tt hides everything
well...sch is tiring..really tiring..feel so stressed up..christine sae i got v dark circles ard my eyes? haix..every abt 12 den can slp..homework homework homework..tests tests tests..i'm just not used to sec 3 life..its like my whole life is so systematic..like wat mr chiang sae during physics that day..we have been repeating the same thing for 10 years: [wake up, brush teeth, go sch, study, cca, go home, do homework, watch tv, sleep].no change at all..it kinda gets tiring in a long while.argh! my chem test wasn't that well done..hope i can do well for my physics and bio! reallyy..arghh*prays hard*.
well..miss wu saes i seem like a happy-go-lucky-person? miss choa sae i'm always smiling and perky? people always sae i seem so happy..but well...probably this is just a mask..a mask that covers up everything..hmm..like wat michael said sometimes external expressions & external emotions doesn't always tell everything only when u understand a person well le u will noe that he/she is sad though he/she seems happy on the outside..yups..i agree with that..but whu really noes me well to that extent? i really wonder... i haven't really gotten over the chi new year thing..i dunno whyy..just feel so disappointed..all efforts just down the drain!='( this is the first time i'm actually interested in performing and really participate a 100% in it..i've given it my all..i was so excited...but wats the use of saying it now? so many things seems to be happening..so out of control... a mask that hides everything i'm confused memories flooded back y did i see u? Previous Next |
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