;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

3 bad days in a row

haiz..wednesday thursday and friday were bad bad days='(..haiz..3 bad days in a row man well..wednesday mdm ang wanted to see our performance for chinese new year..so after sch practice for awhile le den ask her come see. den she criticised us until like we are so worthless like that. say i act until like clown like tt! wth lor! well..i will prove to her that i'm not only a clown! i'm of better quality! damn it! she criticised us until like that...at least say in nicer words wat..den sae wat maybe dun let us perform at all! but she dun find it funny..the students standing outside the class found it funny wat..damn it..somemore i haven't eat lunch have to go for peer support..haiz..at least peer support was fun!=) i love my members!

well..thursday...at the beginning i was in a super good mood! becos of physics and chemistry! mr chiang and mr lau rox! but i was late for chi lesson so mdm ang ask me get out of class wif a few others. i admit i was at fault for being late but by throwing us out of the class..we don't learn anything at all. i would rather fa zhan at the back of the class or she scold me or smth lor. haix

den friday..so damn sick man! haix..den mummy ask me dun go sch but i still went becos got rehersal. yupss..den after sch rehearsed the whole play for a few times..den went to limin hse..go visit her and give her hw..haha..had a great time at her hse..lolx..den went back home le..mummy ask me see doctor...so bathe le..saw a message from mr tan. mdm ang just striked us off the cny programme. mr tan argue also no use. she sae she will give us anth chance..but she didn't! she didn't! its so unfair! its so damn unfair! i put in my best shot and this is wat i get?! i was so excited abt the whole thing and now..disappointment and more disappointment..well..dunno wat got over me but tears just came..haiz..yups..den went to see doc..bleahz

bad bad days='(

third week of sch

time really flies. now the third week of sch has ended..sec 3 life is so damn different from sec 2..argh..next week got 5 tests..its like madness!! argh..can die man! can feel the heat of sec 3 now. and theres so much homework to be completed. kind of gets tiring in a long run but well as time goes by we will adapt to such life. but i wun give up so easily! i definitely wun!

what if i fail while doing? what if i embarrass myself? there are so many what ifs in life..but should we just stand there and do nothing to prevent the inevitable from happening? never..because we will never noe unless we really do it..yups..

[[a masks tt hides everything ]]

i am gonna be an eagle who really lives in this world and not just a sheep that simply exist..those who went to iag should know wat i mean..come on lar...everyone should have a mind on their own and not just follow the crowd..wats the point of following the crowd..u may look good but do u feel good? the choices we make..izzit really wat we want? sometimes its not..its due to influences everywhere..i'm gonna believe in myself i wun let anyone or anything change me mind! nothing is ever gonna bring me down! not todae not tml not in the future!

some things that just don't belong to us..no point grabbing hold of it..just let it go..the more u try to grab hold of it the more pain u will feel and u will get hurt so wats the point..i will let go..i have learnt to let go..in fact i feel much better letting go at least i dun need to feel guilty or anything..besides i noe that i will always have good frens who will always support me no matter wat happens!=) thanks guys!! [geraldine.angeline.limin.yingpeng.jessica.christine!]=)

woosh! scond week of sch over le!! damn tired man! last time sec 2 at least some days no hw but now sec 3 everyday is homework homework and MORE HOMEWORK! damn sian one eh! ahhh! chuan bu guo qi lai..den alreadi got maths test somemore...hope i do well *prays hard* i really wan to do well in my studies! one of my goals for the year!=)[i'm still so inspired and motivated by i am gifted so are u program=x]

friday..ppl go home at 12.30...we cannot..have to stay back for test='( den later still do zhuo wen..damn sian diao..den ss boring mann..tch really got those kind of chui mian su..lucky i got frutips [free de=xx..thx michael..haha] den tch ask us do mind map den after tt ask us not to look dwn..so indecisive lor..wan ask listen dne dun do mind map mah..nvm sian..dena fter tt got gadgets..i put the string with the pole too hard..den the string snap and the pole rebounded onto my face..ouch!! den dwn there swollen swollen...y i so careless at least i learnt not to put my face near the pole when i'm tying=x

den todae cca openhouse! gerldine jessica came back! haha...and quite a few other seniors like shuyi kaili..total of 48 gals join guides but i guess will drop by alot de..hope this timee enrolment will be good=x..hehe..den the scouts the catapult so damn cool mann!! wowie! too bad nv get to climb their strucutre=(..haha..but nvm..suan le

i'm so sleepy...yawnss

Jia Hui * * l e t g o . . . * *

first week of sch

yo! i'm finally back...todae is finally the last day of the week for sch..yay! lolx..my first week and i'm really tired out...frm monday to thurs i had to stay back in sch for peer support session and guide activities..damn tired! haha..next week more worse..monday to friday..after cca openhouse will be much better le ba..hope so..currenly sitting wif ying peng..yay!! haha..like last time sec 1 like tt..

class parent/maths: mrs joyce tan
english: miss choa
chinese: mdm ang
bio: mrs chan
chem: mr lau
physics: mr chiang
history/ss:mrs rajah

physics and chem rox!!! haha..but so sad..tch teach bio i'm like yi qiao bu tong=x must work hard le!! jia you!=)

sch =) or =)?

tml gonna be the start of sch..a new year and a new beginning ba..really wonder will sch be a happy thing or an unhappy thing..i really reallu super duper hope it will be happy but there is one thing that i can always look forward to and that is seeing my buddies in sch...esp angeline...oh mann..i really nv see her for so damn long le..i wan to see my ke ai de mei mei!! haha..i also wan to see ying peng,limin..haha...

tml first day of sch have to stay back for gadgets..ahh...haha..but i love gadgets=xx so funn..mauhaha..

**wat really hurt me is that u doubt me even though i'm your fren...**

SLY!

todae met melissa at 3 at je mrt station..wanted to buy vanguard sheet de but queue so long so rush back to the mrt station..den to the countdown@boonlay becos we wanted to see sly!!! haha..regretted going so early..becos there was so little ppl..only 7 something den ppl start coming in and sly only came at 8..haha...den omgg...the fans seem like going to quarrel dne i so scared i also get beaten up sia=xx saw liyi and hong ying there den later my ah mah sheena joined us

afterr so longg....SYLVESTER came!!! hahaha!!! so damn happy!! he sang tis my lifee followed by an jing den he ain't heavy hes my brother and i dream!!! all damn nicee mann!! hear alreadi can melt!!! den i took so many pics and 2 video clips...later we all waited at the bus where he going to boardd...saw his face so damn close up!! OMG!! REALLLY DAMN SHUAI!! haha and then his face like so dman smooth like tt..den sheena touched his hand!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!! so luckyy!!! hahaha..so jealous seh..wan to shake hand wif her she dun wan=x.haha

so damn happy..managed to see sylvester!!! woot!! my second time seeing sly in real person!!=) sch gonna reopen soon..izzit =( or=)? i hope is this=)..haha..anw over here let wish u all a HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY 2005! =)

zhi sheng xia gang qing pei wo tan le yi tian

sui zhao de da ti qing an jing de jiu jiu de

wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai

wo dong wo ye zhi dao ni mei you she bu de

ni suo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xing

qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi chen jing

xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hao yao ai ni

wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai

ni yao wo shuo duo na kan wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai

wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao like dai guo

wo mei you zhe zong tian fen bao rong ni ye jie shou ta

bu yao dang xin de tai duo wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo

so cuteee!!!=))

so shuaii!!!!=)) haha!

he smiled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)))))

an jing!!!!=))

i dream!!!!!!!=))))

Previous Next

★ Welcome!

jiahui
23
15nov1990
~~PEPS~~
~~CTSS~~ [♥4d1'06]
NP [♥Psychology & Community Services]
~~NUS~~ [Social Work]
♥ SIMPLE PLAN
♥ ZAI ZAI
♥ UNACAS
chewjh@hotmail.com

★ Friends