;i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

29/12/2004
yesterdae was the end of the 3 day course..i'm gifted so are you programme...kinda sad tt it ended...this course really taught me so many things tt can't be found in books...our trainers were cherie nicholas and of cos ramesh..haha...ramesh was really damn funny saying all the stupid jokes and all tt..i can still rmb how ramesh scold us and almost everyone started crying becos we were regretting wat we had done in the past...he made me realise tt family is the most impt of all..and he made us reflect..its really great

den at the closing ceremony..we were given a chance to speak in front of everyone including our parents..i actually went up to speak..kinda shocked..i was really frightened and even felt like crying..=xbut well i did it..hmm..yah...akltg rocks esp our trainers!!=)

30/12/2004
todae had guides..got the wrong time..i tot was 8..stupidd ehh....den had promotion..after tt did some gadgets stuff and den had campfire preperation again..haha funn!!! den todae zhuang wei not here so i got anth partner and its llewyn!!! wheee!!! hahahha..he just so cute..just like a little pri sch kidd..hahaha!! cute cute cute!!!! i told him he was cute..he sae err thanks..haha..so adorable!!!! lolx..frm 1c1 next year 2c1 haha my junior..lolx..anw after tt ran back home in the rain...brrr...freezing colddd..haha

okiess tts all for now...byeee..[i will be strong!]

in my heart theres a spark

that can light the world around me

an open door where i am sure dreams are

doesn't matter if i win or the colour of my skin

cos the race is all about believing in yourself . . .

i'm finally back after a long long time..firstly wanna sae a belated merry christmas to everyone=x..haha..i noe kinda late but my internet was spoilt exactly on christmas eve..wth mann! den i nv come online so long..so amny ppl miss me=x..haha..jkjk!

i really really love simple plan album..just can' stop listening to it..their songs are just so realistic making me feel real more and well all this things really do happen in our life..i love all their songs man!! they are so talented..haha!

shut up shut up shut up

don't wanna hear it

get out get out get out

get out of my way

step up step up step up

you'll never stop me

nothing u sae todae

is gonna bring me down

so happy..i left one last compo and 80 jia ju and some reading to be done and i'm FINISHED with my hw forever and ever! ..haiz..correction..just for the hols only..bleah..sch..i dunno..not really looking forward to it ba? sad seh...i'm just looking forward to see my frens..i miss angeline the most mann..so long nv see her..my bao bei bao bei mei mei!! always listening to me..so sweet!! haha..yeah..kinda crazy..

actually sometimes i really wonder y i am like so crazy at times..ppl whu see me always tell me i like nv take medicine tts y so crazy..i ain't really as happy as i seem sometimes i just wish tt things wld be much simpler..without pain..seems impossible eh.

when things seem to be looking up..something crops up and i start having my doubts...haiz..when will things ever go right??

todae went to support sheena they all at the bowling comp! woot! sheena got individual champ! and the team got 9th! congrats man! hip hip hurray! hee..den after tt went to walk at northpoint..bought a veri gong the octopus..reminds me of kaili=x..so i call it xiao kai li=x..dne after tt pei kai li go west mall..den back home..sianx..

i just feel so useless...i can't even help my fren when she needs help..i can't offer advices or anything i can only just listen=(

tml going to support sheena and wen shi and nicolle for the bowling comp!! woo hoo!! they got into the finals and sheena has gotten individual champ!!! sheena is darn good mann! lolx..

todae did cme project..we so called completed it..left the deco and animation and 3 slides..leave for limin to do..=x bought simple plan cd..omg its damn nice! really..i'm so in love wif it..no regrets buying it man...

i'm really gonna do my hw le..not gonna procrasintae..just tt i dun have the mood..

things happen tt are beyond our control..

SyLveSteR Sim!!

just changed my blogskin to this..wheee..sly roxx mann..zai zai too!!=)) haha..really nice eh this skin..really wan to make one myself too..when i have gotten a hang of html codes i will make one..wif zia zai and sly=xx..haha..anw..after soemtime probably will change back to my previous skin..i really love tt skin so so much..so i will still use it..just tot this change will be nice

todae had guides..we were doing the preperartion for the campfire..haha..so glad i'm in songleading/dance commitee..so fun!! haha..and luckily my partner is zhuang wei..so cuteee! haha! yupss..den really veri funny..hao hao wan!! den after guides went bowling wif sheena they all..my veri first time..haha..got one time so dui lian i wan to throw the time the ball slipped out and fell...but quite fuunn lar..haha...

++i love zai zai & sylvester sim ++

seeing my bro making his blog from scratch..makes me wan to do so too=x..haha..i guess i will probably make one of my own..after i complete my hw by the 19th..actually by the 19th is only complete all those writing one..reading still got left..argh...nvm..i must do my hw..bleah..next year competition v tough le..dun even wan to think of it..

++ i love zai zai & sylvester sim ++

shutter

todae went to catch shutter wif geraldinee..so scaryy..but really nice..better than doll master..but scary sehz..only got one part funny..haha..yupss..those whu haven't watch must go watch=x..den saw my bro and his frens...and saw suling and vivain and guess wat...i saw my sec 2 camp the instructor jeff! since the camp nv see him..den i was like staring at him..oops=x.. den he was like blur blur look at mee too..but dun tink he recognise me..

some things are just not meant to be...its true..i am happy wif the amount of frens i have..i dun ask for more..yeahh..nothing ever goes my way..i'm no longer the happy gal i am in pri sch..

lies and deception...broken promises..excuses..tears

++ i love zai zai & sylvester sim ++

haha...my tamgotchi shen baby=xx..haha..okiess..i noe its childish for me to play it..but well i'm super bored...really bored..lolx...yupss..tml gonna watch shutter wif geraldine...kinda scaredd to watch eh..later i scream in the cinema=x haha....hmmm..i'm sure i can finish my hw by 19th..lolx..if i stop lazing ba

some things are just fated eh? though i believe that fate lies in our hands but at times it doesn't..i guess ba...at least the problem solved by itself..well..thinking back..i really want to be a child back again..where eveything was so pure so simple and so inoccent..no problems or anything...yups..but i guess its impossible to go back to the past now..yeah...things change when we grow older like our thinking and so on..

++ i love zai zai & sylvester sim ++

the glimmer of hope is fading..bit by bit..soon it will disappear

rock climbing

todae went all the way to toa payoh to have the guides rock climbing course..didn't wan to go de..but have to replace sheena..so help her lor..haha..my ah mah wat..cuteee! den before i climb geraldine sae if cannot climb alll the way to the top must watch shutter.. i veri shi bai..climb halfway can't climb le..somemore geraldine so scary like going to step on my hand..=xx den have to wacth shutterr..dun wann!! yikess.i wan to see lar..but scarli like tt time watch doll master i go toilet i so scared got doll kill me..den at nite one person alone gives me the creeps..

yeahh..den after tt went to eatt..realised smth..well wat can i saee...suan lee...

den went homee..den met eddee and wai kit wanted to paly badminton de but sian so end up at west mall..yupss..i tink i'm gonna buy simple plan album!!

**its fate**

++ i love sylvester sim ++

yesterdae wasn't really happyy...ended up i tok on the phone to geraldine from abt 11pm up to 5 am..wow..longer than the last time i tok to her..6 hours i can't believe it..but well i need a form of release..

todae went to do hw wif limin..quite sastified lar..did the chem ws and some jia ju..though considered not v good..but for a start its fine le ba..

i love sylvesterr!!

unfair

argh..when i tot everything would come to an end..noo...it didn't..its a stupid joke being played on me..y do things always turn out this way..life is never fair..never ever fair..its the truth..i guess..ha..i noe i'm mean at times esp when i'm very angry..anw i dun care wat i sae at times..i'm serious..though wat i sae may get ppl to dislike me but its up to ppl to judge me..

yeahh..anw thanks junrong..for helping me so much and somehow cleared things up for me..thxx!

jessicaaa..i miss u...haha..finally u coming back..hope to see u soon!! den we go take neossss!~! muackss!

i dunno wat to do. wat to sae any longer. did things turn out the way they are becos of me..only me? i dunno anymore..can someone gve me an ans?

been listening to this song repeatedly.

Avril Lavigne
Nobody's Home

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
I's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

well..i haven't started on my hw..='(..i really will do..really will do..i die die also will do..

argh...i'm so JEALOUS geraldine saw SYLVESTER!! way coolx man!! i also wan see!! confirm so shuai so cool and so cute..haha..nvm at least i saw him b4 once..whee!

guides farewell party

yesterdae had our guides farewell party...but so sadd...my jessica not there...sobss='( alot of seniorrs also nv turn up..but in all the farewell party not too bad ba..but sheena so poor thing..her mouth bleed becos the basket whacked onto her mouth..den later we playing soccer..nuri kicked right into my stomach..ouch.den chirstine lien..kicked off the shoe instead of the ball=xx..haha

i will do my hw todae..i will i will!!

$y|v3$+3R

well...singapore idol is finally over and yeah....taufik won..sobss..i was hoping tt sylvester wld win..when he sang i dream..it was like wow..so sweet so sincere..in my opinion better than taufik lar but oh well..haha..nvm..i voted 11 timess for him..alth he didn't win..who knows he might be the next clay aiken..hehe! nvm..sylvester will always be our singapore idol in our hearts=x menaing those sly fans..anw he got a recording contract and i'm definitely going to get his album when it is released!! woo hoo!!=)

todae sheena they all got bowling comp and it was way cool!! sheena was good..hehe..*winks* then we took neoprints and we put sly rox for two of the neoprints..haha..den we did the sly sign..so coolx..haha..tml farewell party le..and i'm supposed to bring my patrol presents to sch..so big bag eh..haha..shuyi u want to noe??*winks* dun tell u=p]

better do hw le..i'm so so so dead...bleahx..byeee

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