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neoprints!=)
yoyoyo!! haha..todae went out wif my ou xiang=xx..geraldine..haha...she promised to take neoprints with me after her Os so long ago now finally the day has come le..haha=x anw..met her at clementi..yeah..den i didn't see her when she was standing in front of me..haha..not the first time=x..yeahh..den when we reached orchard we straight away took neoprints at hereen..the neoprints nicee mann!!
den walked ard..den ate tako balls..haha..my favourites..nicey! yeah..den went home den my mother was shocked to see me home so early..haha..yeah...then was reading the amethyst heart..den ended up reading finish the whole book..its real nice! *i really dun understand..am i just an excuse or is it the truth? is it my fault? is it my stubborness? someone please save me..='(* neoprints!=)
chalet
well..i'm finally back frm my family chalet..*yawns*..i'm exhausted..and i have become so much darker..argh..bleahz..chalet not bad lar..veri fun on fri and sat but then sun was like so so so damn boring..sian lor..but i like swim throughout the whole chalet..tts y i kana sun burnt den become so black..-_-" den tode rushed all the way to sch becos going for the pulau ubin cycling trip
it was funn!! okies lar..minus all the ants and insects and mosquitos..haha..but been some time since i wrote the bike for that long..dena fter tt went toe meet jessica..haha..she ask me take my time so i take my time lor..haha=x..no lar..its becos i wait wif esther for michelle den came abit later=x..haha. jess..i'm SO GONNA MISS YOU!!!!! how can leave me here in singapore alone..no one tok to me on msn le..so cruel eh u..haha...okies lar..i really really will miss u alot..must come abck to singapore soon den hor must go orchard wif me take neoprints wif me=xx.haha..i tink when u see this u come back le but nvm..hehe i'm tired..i give up..it isn't gonna work out at all..i can't take it any longer..this sucks..probably i brought this upon myself..all are just excuses and lies..i dun wanna sae..wats the use of saying? it won't help one bit any longer..not anymore.. i'm no longer gonna give a damn..no longer...yeah..i had my doubts in fact many doubts..well..i no longer no wat to do..yeah..i admit i'm veri cold at times to ppl but when i'm unhappy how can i be able to smile and joke and tok..things will never ever tbe the same..nothing ever will..its only a lie to sae tt things will be the same..i dun belive..i dun believe anymore..everything is just a lie..i hate it!!='(its probably time to let go... birthday=)
well in the morning go all the way to sch hand in tt npcc photography thingy..met up wfi mel adn u noe wat..the sch was closed!!!-_-"haha nvm a form of exercisee..lolx..went back home while mel go meet jiemin.. after awhile my cousins came den took out bd cake and cut adn all tt lor..haha
went to meet limin and sharon go play bball! haha..funn..play wif those guys..out of the 3..2 damn attitude de mann..haha..but nvm..lolx..went to the playground at sharon's hse dere..den i got the biggest shock fo my life..sharon and limin came carrying two cute cute hello kitty cake singing birthday song..omg! i shock tio and so so so touched!!!=') den u noe wat..they gave me the OP slippers i wanted so much..limin still rmb..so gan dong..haha..den they also made jelly..haha..den we played catching..wheeee..was funn..so long nv enjoy myself lee..haha.. this is really my best birthday ever!!! really really!! haha..sharon was the first to call me..haha..limin u loseee..too bad..lolx=xden limin den mel..haha..den so on so on..so damn touched lor..haha..den i really love all the presents u all give lar..whether cheapskate or watever lar..its the tot tt counts..haha..the best birthday gift of all was the surprise limin and sharon gave me..haha..thanks limin and sharon and thanks everyone else too..haha..really v touchedd..hehe.. total defence silver
todae sheena and nicolle come my hse do tt total defence silver project..had to take pics and we actually went to west mall to take lor..haha..so damn pai seh eh..ppl msut be thinking we mad lor..taking photos at west mall..haha..den we managed to complete it..got sense of sastifaction sia;) *winks* haha...den look v nice lar..in my opinion lar.. tml the souvenier thingy cancelled le..haha..i'm free!=) haha..my cousin coming my hse until 3 den maybe can go play bball wif limin and sharon...wheee!~~ funn! haha..just dun fall or the ball dun smack onto my face..=xhehe wheee..so happyyy..todae went west mall den i bought a converse bag but my bro paying=x..haha..my bd present frm him!! i'm so happy..i really really love it mann! den finally got my jacket kappa de..qutie nice lar..hehe
confusion
i'm confused..my mind is in a whirl..so many problems..many many problems..so many different questions but no answers to the questions at all...whu will help me answer them? i'm so damn confused...i feel bad..i feel so bad...really..i dunno wat to do...i'm so lost..lost in a place of darkness...y must all this happen? y??=(
let me make this clear to everyone..this is MY blog and only belongs to me..wat i want to write or sae i just write..i dun care or give a damn..ok? if u r not happy wif wat i write den dun read..no one is asking u to read... thursday went to orchard wif limin...haha..took neoprints..so so so nice...the one i took wif her and the other one i took wif ying peng gotta be the nicest neoprints i have ever had! haha..den limin gave me this thingyy...on top got best friends always the words..i love it so much mann!! thanks so much limin!!=) went to buy the 'necklace' or mth liddat lar..to put it in den i wore it..haha..i really love it mann friday todae had to go sch for peer leader training..counldn't go for guides=( and so so so unluck..hey do outdoor cooking..somemore test on firelighting..so i missed the test le..argh..must wait until next year eh..but quite fun lar..the peer leader training..at least its not boring..haha jessica..haha..just one more week going out wif u le..haha..but forget abt me wearing skirt..other than my sch skirt and guides skirt i dun wear any other skirt le..haha..jia you and all the best for the rest of ur examss..must study hard..haha junrong..heyy guy..thanks so much lehz..u have always helped me so much...listening to me all tt..really thanks!! i understand how u feel..u also undestand how i feel too ba..but some things i guess are just not meant to be ba..dun tink too much abt things ba...and if u r sad..rmb i'm always here too..okies? take care loadss! and thxx for everything! back frm camp
yesterdae came back frm camp..i was so so so tired..lolx..slept for abt 19 horus in total..becoming such a pig=x bleahz the camp was real fun!!=)) my grp got angeline. yingpeng. tsuhui. huimin. melissa. kristin. xiao xuan. kin mun. ying hao. kathiban. amitabah. jun hong. eugene. henry and some other sucky 2a1 guys..esp tt chua yuan pin..
my student leaders were christopher and ting you!! 3 cheers for them!! hehe..they were really great SLs..putting in so much for our grp!!!=) haha..our mentor was jeff!!! he was real cool and lame..haha..a super duper nice mentor!! our tch in charge was mr tan! he damn enthu eh..haha..we do orienteering he told us to sit dwn and rest while he went to the other end of the road looking for the clue for us! so niceee man! den when doing the challenge rope course..he stand under the hot sun guiding us..bleahz...i ended up hugging the pole but still walked across..did two of the courses...also climbed the rock wall..they sae my leg was shaking??=x haha.guess so ba..angeline was super duper brave..got one of the course no one dared to do..she was the first to do..and she did all tt super fast though she was real scared but she was brave..even the insturctor sae tt she was v good!! haha..my cutest mei!!!=)) was kinda unhappy...almost cried..think only tsu hui saw..but nvm heck lar...sorrie to those whu i showed a black face/ bui song face ...so sorriee.. are promises always meant to be broken? i dunno..i'm real tired alreadi..really tired of everything..dun make promises that can't be kept..it always hurt one party or anth..nvm..it probably wasn't meant to be...=( i'm so so so deadd..the first weeek of hols is alreadi over and i only did maths specimen paper 4 and for jia ju i only found one..cool huh? diee mann..i reall really want to finish by november then can play the rest of my holidays away..hope can ba..haha..but i always like tt sae..end up also nv=x tml going camp le..hav to sae bye bye to my darling bear bear..angel den somemore my comp..haha..but hope the camp wld be fun!! haha..jess u gonna miss me right?=x hahaha..lolx i'm sure i will forget one day..won't i? esp if i nv see u anymore..probably not..hmmm..but thsoe words were a comfort to mee.. yesterdae went to orchard wid junrong mel mel and huimin...we took neoprints!!!=) nice mann! haha...we put 3D1'05 for one of the neoprints! den actually me and mel hide for one of the neoprints but hm also follow so end up left junrong dwn dere..haha..den went to wacth the cellular..nice man!! way exciting! haha den junrong and hm went home while me and mel went to wait outside cine for the s'pore idol finalist..haha..actually we were only waiting for sylvester!!=) and we really saww sylvester! so cuteeee!! and so shuaiii!!!! and way cool!!!haha! me and mel mel were so excited!! haha he somemore wear sunglasses!! so shuaii!!! haha..den we squeezed thru the crowd and left! sorrie eh melissa..make u go home so late becos u wait wif me for the bus.. we can't always have everything..when we gain smth..we tend to lose smth back in return..hmm..i got to see sylvester but i missed out on smth..do i actually regret..i also dunno..maybe a little ba..better to misss out on tt smth anyway.. signing off+++ Jia Hui gadgets!!=)
todae wake up at 8 smth becos later have to go sch for gadgets..i was so sleepyy...*yawns* went to bed at 12 le but got mosquito in my room make until i can't slp.only at one smth den i slp.. so sleepyy..met up wif sheena at bb den wentt to meet mel mel and nicolle for breakfast [sheena was so scared i wld spill the prata curry on her..=x]
went sch le..after sometime saw my kor kor!!=)haha..alot of seniors sae our guide tee the colour not nice? haha..actually i tink not too bad lar=x haha..maybe a little striking but quite nice..keke! my stupid bro still go use the sleeve of the shirt and clean his sweat...eeee! gadget started and we managed to make finish a structure...got sense of accomplishment sehz..=D haha..the structure look so nice..den connected it wif the scouts and added the swing! woo hoo!! it was super duper nice!! not kidding okies..lolx..deb weiyan made all of us sit on the swing..i didn't wan at first=x so scarryy..later break den how? haha..but in the end i still sat on it and it was fun!!=))haha..gadgets rocckkk!!=D lolx signing off+++ Jia Hui ** u l e f t f o o t p r i n t s i n m y h e a r t ** i'm maddd!!=p
haha..i love u mann jia ni!!!! haha..but i'm straight..i'm really straight..haha..i love u as my fren..lolx!!! haha..thxx for selling me metor garden 1 jut for 5 bucks..oh mann..i'm so happy!! haha..i'm flying!!=x haha...anw tml got gateway..hehe..got my cutee nu er mel mel and my dear sheena and got nicolle..woo hoo!! haha..like this shld be can get knotters badge le ba?=x hope so..hehe..
haha...jessica..lolx..i love u..hahaha..wan to see this right?? haha...but pls i'm really super duper straight..haha..really..so dun misunderstand..haha..i love all my besty frens wat..haha..wheee~!! haha...i love all my best frens...thxx for everything!haha okeis..i'm really mad..anyone mind calling the mental hospital? haha..i'm in serious need of a doc signing off+++ Jia Hui **i'm maddd** 3d1'05 here i come!=)
I am SUPER DUPER SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!!!!=) next year i will be in 3d1'05..haha..but tts not the good news yet..the bestest piece of news ever is tt i will be in the same class as my frens!!=) woo hoo!! haha..somemore 3d1 is mostly made up of 2c1'04 peepz! haha...okiess..in tt class got my cutest mei angeline..den still got ying peng..den still got tt piggy limin..got tt tsu hui and got huimin!!=) way cool okies?! haha..all my bestest frens in CTSS are in the same class as me!=) wheeee~!haha i'm mad..lolx
tt limin suddenly call me den tell me we same class..i really shock tio lehz..haha..lolx..can't believe it mah!! haha!! i'm so so happyy...this gotta be the bestest news so far!!=) in the class still got my super cute daughter mel mel!!=) and still got junrong too!! hehe.. wanna change my blogskin but got so many dunno which one to choose frm..aiyah heck le lar..haha..okiess..byee...take care loadss my frens!=) =(
dun lie to me..pls dun lie to me...pls..pls...i didn't ask so u need not sae anything and u definitely need not lie to me..i rather u dun sae than to lie..pls dun lie anymore pls dun..if i were to lie..how wld u feel??
i wan to run away frm reality..run away forever..den i wun feel pain anymore.... neoprints
todae went out wif ying peng!!=) haha..first went to make her e-z link card but in the end dun nid to make becos someone found it..haha save money=x den ehad off to orchard..went to eat my fav tako balls and terriyaki..yummy!!=) sound like pig hor?=X den went to take neoprints...so nicey!!! one of my nicest neoprints!! too bad i dun have scanner!=( den it was raining so we were actually just walking in the rain..cld have run but i tink yp was so sweet scared i fall so nv ask me run=x
den after tt took bus went home...bleahz..was fun but was super tired...yawns whu ask me stay up play game?=x giving me so much hope and taking it all away in just a second hurts..it really hurts.. wats the point of giving me so much hope when all u were going to do next was to take it all away?? it hurts so much..tt i really felt like crying..but oh well prob i'm just being selfish..but whu really understands me? ppl claim to but all they noe is just sae nvm.. signing off+++ Jia Hui **i'm tired** Previous Next |
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